A Day In the Life

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

BEFORE THE FALL or how I see NCLB impacting me

MAD AS HELL IS ACCURATE
An answer to a Husband's Poem
From a teacher in an Under Performing CA school:

1. Before NCLB
Reading was starting to be funded in CA with some freed funds for the first time in forever, so that material support to buy room reading materials, to match student need for this stuff, to get one to one help, to fund reading teachers for small group instruction, as well as training for teachers in reading ..it was buzzing.
The term "at their level", early intervention, how does reading happen, ELI (Early Literacy Intervention programs)....at least in CA was a buzzzzzzzz.
As a by-product early intervention was talked about, looking to become real and starting to take shape in so many ways even in summer school for K and 1st or programs to start students off on the right foot. And somehow i equated that with feeding the kids a lunch and breakfast something in a 100% free lunch school matters to me.
(Our District withdrew from these programs entirely with NCLB saying we had no data to support 4 on 1 tutoring teaching summer school as "effective", we had readers and we had artifacts but it wasn't valued so it went)
We even had cute little packs with crayons, glue and scissors as hello gifts, individualization, Reading Recovery, various localized solutions, and District developed opportunities to focus on this aspect of the learning. It was coming into it's own. Let me say this clearly, where I am now if it isn't directly related to, or about an assessment or a test, it's gone. Even when we speak. I had a student very abused, my Principal said, "That's really going to affect her scores." Sure, if they don't beat her to death it will affect the scores, and affect a whole lot more. This dialog...it kills me. We are adults behaving as juveniles.

So....Reading Teachers get booted in our District and were replaced by "Literacy Coaches" who give NO support directly to students which just amazes me, and they function as the Police to be "sure" you are doing the PROGRAM SCRIPT, most of the time they don't know what the hell they are doing. It's not even clear if this "works", or what it is. It is . Called Mentors mine don't know a third of what i do when i try not to listen...so it appears they mostly work on teacher compliance. I find it hard to believe it's that much better elsewhere.
Opps, sorry.
The entire small group reading instruction was torpedoed. I’m a first grade teacher with no reading groups. It's absurd.
Students are a homogenized, everyone learns Long A today, bunch of chanting monkeys. Thanks...

What changed:
Directed Instruction, it has mandated the form by going to the State decision making political forums and successfully mandating this approach into the texts and practices in Reading instruction (and all else) that can be used, at least in CA. Not only this, but especially this wrestled the ART of teaching reading away from the instructor. Hooked onto Phonics and playing the phonics scripted tape, even if you read at the 6th grade level and sit in a 1st grade room. We are doing LONG A today kids. No one is special, you are all robots and I know what you need. Open up that worksheet.


2. Before NCLB:
Art, Music, Science, Social Studies could be taught, even in a poor neighborhoods, even to 2nd Language students. In fact it was often the basis for language-rich environment construction with the dual and very specific purpose of project building for increasing experiences with materials, literature, vocabulary and real things to hook students to "meaning making" in the 2nd language. A scaffold to meaning. Children were integrated together to hear natural language, all levels, to meet peers and work together. Instructors used multiple intelligences and modalities to evolve understanding of content. Content was highly prized. But, then, how can I explain, the value of social community and understanding, big ideas, concept was high.

What Changed:
Districts are now, if Under-Performing, paying agencies to "audit" them, as they must file state plans to "improve”. These auditors make money and are consulting through County Offices for big buck returns where their Direct, Explicit, Science-based jargon dictates.
A District could self-design or seek a wide variety of ways to "fix" scores, but the poor schools get the security net of the BIG BASIC SKILL DRILL through these agents that sell you a report that might even, as Hathaway's did, have another school's name written all through it 'cause, opps, forgot to cut and paste in your name in our scientific process. We said it was "just for you" and proscribed a scripted day EXACTLY LIKE everyone we go to.............audit for profit.

Well.... there is a surprise.

Here DISTRICT leadership or lack of the same is the real fault.
They must stand up and for ONCE CREATE SOMETHING.
NCLB can be modified and it can be done more dignifying to teachers, unless your DISTRICT is lead by followers.
Then you are dead in the water.


So I get to expect for the children and "teach" hour long sessions added into the day on leveled ELD (English Language Development) the most canned and poorly suggested thing I've ever seen at my school even for EO kids.... in something called Avenues ,which reminds me of a text program written by aliens observing children and school from Mars, "We think this is what they do to learn English and it looks nice in the book"......or other pieces of DI.... this means time used to either integrate these subjects (art, science, social studies, music, PE)with literature and experiences, lessons, activities or to God help us "teach them" at the best become scripted Direct Instruction chant-a-thons with no student making, experimenting, experiencing, researching, absolutely not in groups,
or at worse(my case) there is no art, music , science and what you have is , for those who are poor and in areas of low socio-economic need ,yes that great savior, BASIC SKILL instruction. Lots more of it..a day of it.

Let's highlight...say the definition of a term in isolation, now you repeat it.

Or as Mr. Hollingsworth in all his never taught genius suggested as a way to teach 2nd language learners as very essential big news, "Talk slower and clearly"
.... This creates no opportunity for even exposure to the "ideas" of the elite.
Hey, these kids shouldn't get notions like that, that's liberal and that's a social agenda. They need to be "fixed".

In short..after NCLB students are effectively prevented from content in meaning filled contexts, if economically deprived and engaged in the discourse of control their job is to learn their role.


3. Before NCLB:
Students were considered at least in the dialogs of our jobs special, unique, with emphasis on their issues of culture, race, this entered into the learning, it could be said that their unique backgrounds, families, perspectives were valued. They could be "heard”. You were not a “low scoring" pathology, or blight on the school, nor were the "close the border" sayings and other amazingly xenophobic remarks hurled at kids as truth.
I've heard more directly insulting remarks about who I teach and how worthless that is to be doing in the last 5 years to make it clear to me that prejudice is alive, well, breeding and multiplying. It's remarkable what I see and hear now. Even in peer teachers who are buying into NCLB truth.

Now this is disparaged as "special interest" thinking.
Students are now "punished" for not giving me scores and "right" one-size answers. Management systems are now underscoring who can , who cannot, further shaming enters the picture. Ah, a world based on the model we are all lazy and must be forced to perform. Nice.

What Changed:
Teachers that worked on social issues, on caring, on striving to see all as gifted or able, on talents, multiple intelligences, designing in layered ways to create success are either hounded out of business, struggling to defend themselves as rhetorical argument kicks their knees out, or required to read a script doing none of the above.
Then they have to deal with all the fall out of increasing parental belief they truly are worthless. Teachers are forced into systems that shame, compare, create winners/losers and the parents feel great alienation from the instructor. There is no team. There is the all-knowing teacher paper god and everyone must bow.... Students that do well, no matter what school, in what neighborhood, feel really great, superior in fact, everyone else now knows dis-empowerment. Failure. Scores on the walls, please.
Now, a culture of fear is in place. Or at least the structure. This is so yesterday, so limiting, so about the past and not about building future. This is a system built on greed and opportunistic shove. Good grief, can it be necessary to repeat all the mistakes of our past.


Questioning, thinking, inquiry is discouraged.
If you go around on the WEB on some blogs its made into an insult fest joke to imply a student might do well with it. With the opportunity to seek happiness , to become a critical thinker, to make a decision. Further as James Herndon once wrote so well, what really happens is no matter what school, this structure of winners and losers is accepted as a system wide praxis in America. That suits a kind of corporate commerce well. It creates acceptance of wealth, power, ruthlessness, or a competitive world. NCLB was a short track to reinstating something I knew young, I called it then going to "Darwin school" . A time when having the "poor" was a necessary vehicle for the engine of the economy. Nice.... I think that might be unfair to Darwin but the point is understood. It's really Skinner school.


A few sad and very pathetic people who had a very hard few years like Anita Archer Queen Bee of Directed Instruction could pull out of trying their tricks on somewhere like Singapore and surge back into the dollars again here at home. Here we are funding a sorry bunch to "Save the Schools" in poor areas for really lusty fees, without attending to any societal issue that built them into existence, amazing. And these consulting beings had time to aggressively build their data sets. It's all in the data. Must use that.

5. Before NCLB:
Teachers were able to select a piece of literature to support their children's learning and they built thematic, cross-curricular units using their training.

What Changed:
Do as we say.....you are not given permission to design, you might "do your own thing."
just as we see Survivor on the airwaves -the culture is now very OK with doing mean things to even their Motherly old white haired teachers. "Kick them in the pants" I really heard a Fed. Rep. say, "light them on fire", regarding forcing a script on a teacher. They must. "It's time", he said.
Sure...sounds like the Cultural Revolution to me,
but if we aren't allowed to teach it, I suppose students won't realize that there are plenty of times historically when shutting a teacher up served someone in ways with very broad and very certain political ideas. At some point I don't understand why teachers tolerate this perception and rudeness.

In this case, in the case of NCLB going into areas of poverty talking big about the achievement gap.......... teachers, creativity, social justice all must be silenced. Even proof it's failing hits the trash. And that should count.
One wonders why,
of course,
to promote the corporatization of schools.
Just today looking through Education Leadership, a journal ,I counted 24 ads with children holding up signs or in the picture to promote money making school consulting people/figures who "consult" on "scores" and raising them for a big fee.
They want to be the next multi-millionaire.
They surely aren't donating their work for the greater good of America or working on a parson's or a teacher's salary. So they have a lot to say, money affords them a voice, we listen to money, we respect that. They are making their play. I can't understand Superintendents and Ed Leaders seeing this in
their journal and not finding it sick. Eating America's young. Advertising away their students rights in public ed...far more worrisome than a Coke ad....anyway you see we all are accepting after NCLB that now we can and we should make our money going global in the schools "market”. Eat the young, there is money to be had. And we can call it the "greater good". What?



6. Before NCLB:
Classroom had artifacts, models, stuff, decoration, literature, books, displays, messy learning...paste , markers, play dough, kitchen sets, blocks, sand tables....

What Changed:

Put up a focus wall, post a Standard, call them "Kid Friendly" put a white board in every hand and chant all day. Art is dead. Thought is dead. Making is certainly dead IF you are too poor to move to where it's still "allowed". NCLB has destroyed school culture, arts and practically childhood for many students.

7. Before NCLB:
Most children regarded school as friendly, happy, a place to grow.

What Changed:
NCLB is about school as a place to be controlled, tested, used, turned into a commodity. Fear rules. Maybe you think I overstate. My own children just spent 14 hours studying this weekend for the Monday exams. As all year. I see at least 5 hours of this a night, I suggested two days in Monterey with us missing a day, they cried in terror over what the school would do to them. Sure that's a happy relationship to learning. Umm. Read Nell Noddings.

8. You had PE. Or at least maybe you had PE.

What Changed:
Someone ought to give Kennedy some basic news, due to NCLB and the lovely the scripts there is no PE going on really, as there is no time to do it. So, umm, how's that working for you Ted? Oh yeah, you already have your truth; nothing in my room dents your beliefs. What a political sell-out ...
He might prior to a renewal spend some time in the classrooms where scripts rule, enough time to walk in the shoes of a poor student, the ones where fun outside games, uncompetitive and charming integrating activity, with math, science and other concepts are gone...gee thanks for listening Ted.

9. Before NCLB:
Your teacher was not ever told to do something as a "mandate" and treated to an alarming amount of brute behaviors. They might have even been asked for their views and supported as leaders. Sure we changed approaches and styles but we were allowed to do this with polite, kind and often reasonable behaviors.

10. BEFORE NCLB:
Technology was reaching the poor.

What Changed:
I'm in a fully "wired" place where all the kids do is one workbook in a can.
Called CCC(Success maker)
It's to get "data", so....no blogging, no 2.0Web, no access to on-line wiki's and other amazing things.
In effect , due to poverty, they can't get it at home and they aren't allowed it at school.
BASIC SKILL DRILL is the only "scientific" thing they are allowed.
How can they be a part of the future? Answer me that?????


11. BEFORE NCLB:
Teacher morale and cooperation, trust and spirit was higher.

What changed:
Well among soooooo much , when the Secretary of Education calls your union a group using "terrorist tactics" after 9-11 pretty much everything was a snowball ride into hell.
Teachers are not valued (as they are in countries that even the Bush says he regards their ed. highly), they are hounded. I think mostly to get higher salaried older teachers out to be replaced and turned over cheaply (save the money) and to stop effective criticism from teachers who have developed voices and passions about their work and sophistications, but whatever ...the result is horrible teacher stress and the denigration of their leadership and frankly, we need their positive, helpful, daily leadership to get over the next years. They are entrusted with our children they need to be happy and the children certainly need to be. Here all I can say is read Nell Noddings.

Well there is a whole lot more, but these were on my mind.
Sorry no editing I'm tired..... this in answer to my husband's song,
yes I am mad as hell.....

9 Comments:

Anonymous Miss Profe said...

What in the world was President Bush thinking when he proposed NCLB? I, along with my dear brother, are convinced that the man is delusional. For him there is only one reality: his own.

Sarah, are there colleagues of yours who believe NCLB is a good thing?

As a non-public school teacher, I really appreciate your synopsis of NCLB, including the "before" and "after".

You must be a very resilient person, Sarah.

I hope you are well. How are your ankle and wrist?

11:55 PM  
Blogger Sarah McIntosh Puglisi said...

Better.They hurt but it's going to be okay, hairline stuff, thanks...

I oddly work with a few who think NCLB is necessary "medicine". And actually ...well..I think most prefer someone else fight the battle. That's too bad really.

I'm trying to gain resilience and a few skills to write but it comes off rant too much sadly.
I hate ranting.
ah well...

3:48 AM  
Anonymous Marg said...

Now, a culture of fear is in place. Or at least the structure. This is so yesterday, so limiting, so about the past and not about building future. This is a system built on greed and opportunistic shove. Good grief, can it be necessary to repeat all the mistakes of our past.

Sarah, I'm hearing you! Thanks to Graham Wegner for connecting me to your post.

Why we continue to seek solutions to imagining our future using past paradigms is ludicrous! Silencing the very people who must live into the future (our CHILDREN) is so painful to witness.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts in such a considered way. Here in Australia, as our federal elections loam for around November, education is set to become a major policy push to secure swinging (and traditional) voters. It will be an interesting year witnessing the campaign. I've blogged about it here if you're interested. I'll certainly be keeping it firmly in my sights!

We shall not be moved! :o)

2:56 PM  
Anonymous Dan Meyer said...

Yeah, look, I don't want to deny you your reality or anything, but these sorts of posts, ever more frequent around the ed-blogosphere nowadays, really bother me. Not the least of which reasons because they typically trade analysis, insight, and fair play for "soooooooo much" rabblerousing and straw man argumentation.

I'm three years into teaching high school math to some low-performing populations. I'll speak quickly, and broadly, because anyone firing italics and capitals out of both chambers like you, undermining a lot of good sense with nonsense like "thought is dead" under NCLB, is beyond persuasion.

California has given me 180 hours with 100 students this year. California signs my checks. California is then well within reason and right to ask me for proof that I've done something with their resources. I don't feel distrusted, shamed, or brutalized on account of NCLB. I feel shamed and entirely skeptical of teachers who scurry away from the light of accountability with the speed that you do. I have never met an effective teacher who argued against accountability.

So, for all I care, you and the rest of the teachers in this echo chamber can argue against NCLB. It's looking more and more to me like a rough draft of a rough draft of some good legislation. But I'm still going to be coming by angry-teacher watering-holes like these, still standing by my man, NCLB, because some accountability is better than the free-for-all policy of blind-trust you people prefer, even though I'd quickly cheat on NCLB for better accountability.

I'm the young, fresh-faced future of teaching. If you want to convince me of anything, you're going to have to approach these issues with a lot more nuance, respect, and, yeah, some editing couldn't hurt. But if you're content to make an already-angry crowd of teachers a little angrier, this will do.

10:12 PM  
Blogger Karyn Romeis said...

It seems to me that, when it was left to the "young, fresh-faced face of teaching" and even the older, lined face of teaching, teaching was a vocation and teachers naturally looked for ways to give their students a leg-up. As soon as these things become official and legislated - the state takes over ownership, and it becomes a numbers game. The heart goes out of it.

Perhaps I'm just an idealist, in spite of the fact that I'm no longer young, nor fresh-faced.

2:00 AM  
Blogger Sarah McIntosh Puglisi said...

Dan,

I am sure editing would be a very good thing.

As it happens the brunt of my remarks isn't really to object to collecting data on a student to inform me of next steps. Did I say I had no data collection. In my site 8 years ago my collection of student data was something peers specifically wanted to run me over for and nothingI do now seems to resemble either collecting it or using it, I thought I said that....I'm happy you have such a good situation and can generalize from it. Please consider stopping by in Oxnard. Although I would hope we could do this collegially.

In the scripts and materials I use the next step is specified already, no matter the data. Here I use the term "script" to address this. Dan, I'm trying to say I knew how to teach both to Standard and data without the rigidity and I was effective. My scores showed that over time. I pooled the school data over time, it was my Leadership role for 10 years. I knew.

Today I was mandated to teach a concept the room has already gotten and the time could have been used in another way. Before I could use that to "inform" instruction. Are you hearingthe word "rigidity"?

I had the ability to collect and use data down by about the 3rd year of my work.They aren't new inventions, I appreciate that you paint with the assertion-it's being endorsed by political leaders. It wasn't new. I'm actually not trying to convince you of anything. My career is working towards educational with my students.

Your career will be the same.

You lack the years to place the changes in the perspective that I have, maybe even lack the degrees and experiences with content and evolving your work that I have, maybe even lack the finesse that I have, but perhaps in your confidences and your insights you will guide the future. Personally I hope in 24 years that you are respected , happy, that you find it a field that allows you to lead anything, that you are able to guide those coming into the system with your insight and your voice. More I hope you guide children into lives of meaning.

Or with your editorial sauvy.That will be the thing.


I'm always , always vulnerable on the editing request. I always smile and wonder if I will ever polish enough. I move along arranging the day's teaching, then teaching after-school, then working with my home calculus tutoring. There is dinner to get, my children to interact with, cancer chemo to do, and artwork to try of my own. I have felt so keenly the severe restriction of my teaching that my Superintendent husband suggested I try blogging.To both refine arguments, interact with others, find supports, and I think share what I do. It's been a way also to learn about this world. I have to build into my room next year despite all the restriction a way to bring better technology to my students. I'm doing something called "an experiment" and informing myself in the process. But , yes, things are not as well structured as they ought to be thus I chose the title "A Day in the Life" which referenced the creative impulsivity and rapid decisions and feel of the creative process that you read about with the Beatles as they describe how they evolved from fragments, from reaction to a news article, from pieces of melody a song which was actually rather a collage. One that was "ground-breaking" but when I was young extremely challenging to those who heard it. I was very playful here Dan in my choices. Kind of like recess for me this is a place I play. I'm sorry but it is my relationship to it.
But to say a bit more about the Beatles, owning to their experience and their ability they were able to create from this chaos. So for me I was thinking I'd make a place that showed a teacher interacting daily or almost daily. As a kind of representation of teaching. I felt too few, without knowing teachers, represented them. But there you are now with your reading and your voice so perhaps I should start another site that I might call....perfection. I'm always hoping to go there with those of you that have opened the door....but it's 3AM. I just finished grading and making the work for the nest two days of instruction and I'm going to go catch a bit of sleep.Sorry that I seem so old Dan. I certainly feel it. Sarah

3:48 AM  
Blogger Sarah McIntosh Puglisi said...

Dan,

You know I just thought...fresh faced I was yet to be a Mom.

At six if your child is mandated every three weeks to take all morning long a 3 hour (can be longer) theme skills test by your school district....to "prove" she or he can read basic sight vocab or a 7 word sentence because actually doing that isn't proof enough....get back to me. I am the instructional leader and the methos is providing me with enough to suggest you might not be so thrilled. The state may sign my check but it also employs my expertise. And again I serve ....students in areas of greatest need . Where at one time I thought America cared enough to help these children out of the poverty of mind.

6:45 AM  
Anonymous Dan Meyer said...

Weird. I posted a comment and Blogger must've eaten it up.

The questions I had, then, one more time:

Are the two of you opposed to accountability measures outright?

If no, are the two of you then just opposed to the accountability measures of NCLB?

If the latter, then swell, but if the former (which is the conclusion your post and comments predominately push me towards), then I need a better justification for why you're above accountability than "I'm an artist," which is an oft-repeated stance that drives me to the brink.

6:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

To Dan Meyer

the Facilitator and his NCLB script:

Accountability may come in the future, when a "long ago connection" with a former teacher may pop into a person's thought processes, Good teachers may never really know the impact of their influence. They may never receive that comforting instant accountability that NCLB supposedly provides.

QUES:How do we all think we got to where we are intellectually?

ANSWER: A good teacher.

Instant intellectual gratification for both teacher and student is a hallmark of NCLB. Where did imagination, curiosity, .....pondering go.

Mamahad-Educator,Nurse, and Wife of the Best teacher ever born.

4:31 PM  

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