Bucket Lists

 

I found out being ill that bucket lists probably were for people that felt ok.
This week took a severe nose dive at 4 PM Thursday when my bad three day tummy ache became my really unbearable one, and since then I've vomited and had otherwise non stop every ten minutes. And a fever of over 101. Eventually my kidneys have just taken it hard. Bloody urine and I'm sick.
I have no idea why I'm up doing this except that I'm sitting up awhile trying to get my first half a glass of water down. It's Saturday.
I am thinking about what I'd put on a bucket list.

I'd like to see my father and brother. It's been about twenty years. I raised my kids. I had cancers. I failed whatever tests that there were, I don't care. I'd like to see my Dad and Ken. I needed both of them.

I'd like to see my family.

I'd like to live in Monterey.

See West Virginia.

Blast.

This is taking a lot out of me.