Our Pride and Joy

​I didn’t go to my granddaughter’s kindergarten graduation another casualty of being involved with an adultery scandal. And my life imploding.  But I do care more than I can ever explain. Thankful I was sent pictures. All my children’s memory books and school memories were destroyed by my spouse.  More on this at some point. I can’t even put our family pictures in peace on Instagram. Stalking by the person who had a position and began an affair. Year five of that. But I am marking the beautiful moment on my Day in the Life. Because this is all that matters to me in life. It is graduation for Zazie Day. I’m so sick I’d have coughed my head off. Doc in two hours. If I can drive. Right now I can’t. Too dizzy.  Pneumonia I think  ( update apparently not pneumonia but I think it may well be  I have the worst cough of my life but now have antibiotics and cough medicine  )

Another problem of being thrown away! Kinder graduation is amazing.  

I’ll need -after my appointment -to stop by with a present. I’m not sure what I’ll get.  I do know I’m so proud of my first grandchild. And admittedly I am obese and a fatass. And every pound and grey hair was given to my family. In love and care. Every day I raised my kids and grands for moments like these. And I miss terribly having the life I earned.